BUT. as much as i want him happy, i hope it
this is the oh-so-goodlooking dongjoo. will wave such a cardboard if he ever comes. scare all the fans away.
ANYHOW, TEAM SHINWOO FIGHTING! so far only
and i made extremely made extremely edible kimbap today. wonderful ♥
I kissed a changmin and I liked it.

you're the beat that my heart skipped.
doesnt know how to
and this boy woke me up from the most pleasant dream i was having, was about to kiss and go out with an unidentifiable boy (lets just call him the boy of my dreams) and he YIRONA YIRONA YIRONA-ed me (my bloody alarm tone LOL) and i had to get out of bed and go to school. I DIDNT EVEN SEE THE BOY'S FACE D: D: D: stupid minmin D: *LE SIGH* such a pleasant dream in ages without anyone dying or anything and i had to be rudely awaken from it D: D: D:
i hate 213 D: LIKE REALLY HATE HATE HATE ARGH.
anyhow it was chuseok over the weekend and the girls and i

will you still love me in the morning?
BEYOND BLIND, as
pung_seon and i were discussing. "if it weren't blind, there's no need for makeup and pushup bras", as quoted from my textbook LOL.
which is probably the only logical conclusion i can come up with as i pick the boy on the right over the boy on the left. 
DID I MENTION THAT CHUN LOOKS STUNNINGLY HOT IN THE AIRPORT TODAY WITH WHATEVER HE WAS WEARING ♥♥♥♥♥♥ unlike a certain forehead-revealing boy all dressed up in whatever i think does not look good on him. WHO WANTS TO BET HE'LL WEAR THE SAME THING BACK FROM CHEENALAND? i bet my last penny in my piggy bank, any takers?
ANYHOW, ling'er and i have been studying together with princess and tako and hardly getting anything into our brains OH DEAR D: and surfing along webbies like weheartit.com and cardboardlove.com makes us sad sad sad people LE SIGH.
very well said, imo. i actually have someone i have in mind that i really want to annoy for the rest of my life.

wheeee we're on holiday and i keep overdosing on starbucks and its making me a broke kid, i should head out to macs once again and drink cheaper drinks like milkshake cos yeah, its cheap and im broke and im saving for an ipod (cos bara died on me after three long years, poor cranky little bara D:)
choongie left for london already oh choong i'll miss you, send me your address so that i can randomly write letters and send them to you.
does anyone have an idea if century eggs can be sent through mail cos my friend in america is desperate and she misses singaporean food and demands that i send her century eggs?

cos fang'er and ling'er think that this applies to me D: not weird not weird but meant to be with minmin <3
and i had starbucks today woooooo. ling'er and i were going a little mad in starbucks just now :D and now tako is supposed to go on a match making date with princess next wednesday. i feel like a proud parent WTF :D
eunice leaving on thursday omgggggggg D: D: D: EUNICE BABEH D: D: D: ireland is so far YOU MUST WRITE TO ME D: D: D: and its for such a long time i promise i'll try to save then we can meet halfway along like, france or something OMG IRELAND D: and why are you flying at 5am how can i send you off D: D: D: SAD.
okay since we havent seen min these days (COMPLETELY MIA-ING ARE YOU SURE HE'S FILMING A DRAMA AT ALL?) ...
SO CUTE <3
BESTIES FTW this picture makes me LOL.
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michiemichie was my best buddy in school and we ran away from teachers and got into trouble and tried running away a bit more. until we got caught and one day we both grew up and now she's heading over to chicago to study history, classics and archaeology (and i honestly have no idea why) but anyhow mich, love you loads.
(guest appearance by cynthia the retard whom we both love a lot)






byebye mich, best partner in crime D:
HAS ANYONE WATCHED THE CHANGMIN VERSION OF MIROTIC AND WRONG NUMBER HAHAHAHAHAHA IF YOU HAVE, DO TELL ME WHAT YOU THOUGHT COS I WAS BUSY WTF-ING AT CHANGMIN THROUGHOUT THE THING. nearly died crying cos it was so epic minmin was trying to act cool and HAHAHAH FAIL :D i showed yuting and she wtf-ed at hime too whee so fun right, life is interesting with minmin around.
YUTING! i have a xmxg exclassmate omgggg disturbing D: she was going on and on about leeminho (OMG HE IS COMING TO SINGAPORE YOU GOING?) and about yunho (OMG HE'S SO MAN, THAT JAEJOONG NOT MAN AT ALL) and i was like o.o *calls ling'er immediately to complain about gay jae. JAE IS SO MAN D: and she was like why they dont come singapore and i was like =/ =/ =/
anyway! i saw this like.. disturbing sight today. this auntie (not so young and not so old) with her face full of makeup and her lips so pink, she was wearing this damn transparent pair of offwhite tights and HOT PINK UNDERWEAR under it. i mean like, she was not very skinny OKAY FINE SHE WAS FAT and it was a disturbing sight OMG burns my eyes. and she was walking in front of me when we alighted the bus and i was like O.O OMG DISTURBING D:
obviously nothing new in my life cos yeah fandom is moving at such a slow rate, school is moving too fast, we're getting old too quickly, my wallet gets empty too early, what else.
DID I SAY THAT CHUN IS LOOKING HOTTER AN

its been long since i last saw changmin D: lawsuit seems like its going to take a long time = no see changmin.
school's taking up a whole lot of my life now cos i seem to end later than 7 everyday, either that or i have to tuition kids until 8 plus, so thats not much time for me to maintain a healthy social life, be a proper fangirl and attempt to pull up my gpa. maybe i should stop screwing up my own exam papers, that will make my life more enjoyable.
i think i need to see a doctor, theres seriously something wrong with me and my appetite and the way i think. wrong wrong wrong.
colors is such a nice and pretty song i think im getting it. white or black cover, anyone?
ほら 舞い降りた雪がこの手に溶けては
まるで何もなかったように消えてく
ねえ 大切なことは壊れやすいから
僕たちにはつかめない 静かに漂うだけ..

and i completely take back everything i said about malteses growing up to be ugly cos mangdoongie is beyond cute (and she has a very cute pink collar!)

OH MY GOODNESS SO CUTE DOONGIE YOU LUCKY T

no idea why but i really really like this picture. oh changmin D:
not looking forward to tomorrow, not looking forward to tomorrow, not looking forward to tomorrow D: WHAT THE HELL IS A PRE-TEST HELLO SCHOOL HASNT EVEN STARTED (NOT AT LEAST) AND WE HAVE A TEST TMR AND ITS DUE ON WEDNESDAY OMG AND NEXT FRIDAY I HAVE A PRESENTATION I HATE PUBLIC SPEAKING OMG WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY D: ITS MOVING TOO FAST AND I CANNOT TAKE IT *whines*
nearly half dead cos it was fang's birthday and we had fun baking, cooking dinner, cheering for mr goh chok tong LOL, laughing at singapore idol wannabes, singing karaoke, singing on the streets, watching reruns of shows, eating cake, watching housebunny, and sleeping at 530. and waking up early for more talk and more tv <3 i love my friends.
even if its on screen HELLO THAT BOY IS 21 AND HE'S GETTING MARRIED LOL. i can totally imagine my heart cracking into the five billion pieces that it has once cracked into (not to mention a couple of times too), oh my poor broken heart.
though the storyline sounds like the cheesey kind of love story that i actually enjoy watching, oh i think i wont be able to take it, seeing that he'll get married and divorce WHAT IS THIS, THE BOY IS ONLY 21~!!!! (i sound like ron's mummy talking about harry potter HE'S ONLY FIFTEEN! oh sorry about that heehee was reading harry again just now)
i ate two main courses for dinner today. something must be wrong with me. like, probably feeding an entire family of worms in my stomach or something (and then changmin will be feeding an entire clan cos i think he's wayyyyyyyy skinnier than me) i need to exercise though, feeling fat and all D:
GOT TO STOP SHOPPING THIS IS UNCONTROLLA
OH SCHOOL'S GOING TO START IN A WEEK OMG IT ONLY DAWNED ON ME YESTERDAY THAT SCHOOL IS GOING TO START IN OFFICIALLY ONE WEEK OMG PANIC AND COURTCASE HASNT ENDED OMG SCHOOL + FANDOM CLASH AGAIN OMG I CAN FORESEE THAT I'LL HAVE NO SLEEP OR THAT I'LL CHOOSE FANDOM OVER SCHOOL AND THEN GET SUCKY GRADES THAT WILL MAKE MY MOOD BAD OMG WHY SCHOOL WHY. whee done ranting.
just cos i havent seen this in so long D:
